My new intervention of life

Here it is my obsession of new things in life just to mke sure my life never get bored and interesting. I am modifying my gown just because it look dull and bored. so i do the simple sewing of bling bling to it. not that wow but just at least had eliminate the boredom of the dress. 

The Pictures above left side is me back in 31 December 2011 while the right side of the picture is after I had alternate and added up some bling2 just to put on some creative touch on it. It could be my new obsession and hobby. 

Samur project

Here it is the corner site of samur project. I'm here nearby MOLF. Put on some gear get a shoot and strike non-sexy pose. :-)

Q&A session round 2 for unduk ngadau beaufort 2013

Here is my little video of my final walkthrough for miss unduk ngadau beaufort 2013, its Q&A and cat walk round. Just for the sharing. Nothing is impossible for me because this is the most i fear to be on stage but now I overcome my fear, All I wanna do is to find my next fear and what I can't do to overcome it, there is a joy whenever I had overcome that fear, its a kind of achievement. 

Seen the Unseen

Figure 2: Aleysia Leonie Throb of heart

Figure 1: My Miss Tooth Fairy

Today i had discovered something amazing in my aleysia leonie intervention of technologies in a very humble way but undeniably incredible and undiscovered until today when i was with Royliten.

I just figure out this device setting can be use calling by connecting it to cellular phone through bluetooth. I did tried out to call to somebody and it work, it seems like i'm riding a mission impossible cars where i can talk to someone without handheld to a cellular phone. FYI, the murut beaded necklace hanging in the middle of the media player, its a gift from someone special. 

Speaking of tooth, today i had remove my tooth with caries, the dentist said it can't be save and i made a quick decision to take it off just before i met the dentist i had made a plan to do it anyway.

Dentist Date

Today is my date with dentist at putatan. My tooth had been giving me a hard time. I can hardly enjoy my meal properly whenever there is a aching pain at my tooth.

Its time to have a good treat to my tooth. I did not take a very good care of it ever since i'm busy with stitching and reassembling my crumbling down aching life.

Tooth Angel, Fairy Jessy

For life, not only tooth, I started this weird ossesion of stitching, fixing and repairing things. Like fixing zips and button for pairs of jeans, stitching thorn weary sweaters, repairing broken cellular phone nd camera soon. I guess it start right after I had fix my own life better to fit in to this kind world.

We believe angel did exist

First Dance show in my life

Here it is my first every dance show in my life, it took me only few weeks to performed this traditional malay dance, well not that impressible but it's an achievement of my life. Just something that im out of my comfort zone.

Shes in fashion

This is the songs that my friends dedicate to me, He is the one that encourage me to join the traditional beauty pageant while i'm in difficulty of letting go of my dream and had some issue with the workplace. Thanks to him and his way of encouragement. 

Here it is my second walkthrough of UN beaufort 2013, not something I'm really proud of but at least I just did it. Even though I done it in my late of the age but at least I had the courage to breakthrough from my own hard shell. I'm not that fashionable, I'm not that pretty girl with good skin, but I'm just the girl that want to win herself, beat her own fear, and move on with her life even though she had a super hard time.

My first Unduk ngadau Speech Q&A

http://youtu.be/h_G-hfEdUrc

Here it is my video sory for the upside down, its an achievement for me to face the stage fright, I got no stage talent, but I stand before hundreds of judging eye to make it through my Q&A. I just wish I have some kind of talent to ever stand in front of many people for show.

Kuta, Legian Street, Barong & keris dance, Kecak and Fire dance, Volcanic View, and etc.

Have a quick Snap with the girl before Barong and Keris Dance

Enjoying buffet with the cold climate at Kintamani

 Reaching Temple full of Monkey, Padang Tegal

Making Friend with one of the Monkey at the temple. He is farting at me.

Ink on the Pink

Legian street, Stop by to capture a photo on the entrance of the garden.

Rooftop of J boutique Hotel. Freakin Cold

Mother and son have their meal.

One of the Kecak and fire dancer

Girls at the entrance welcoming us.

The hero of the Fire dancer.

Beautiful view of the stoney and side walking of the small river

Inside the temple. wearing Sarong for the respect of the temple

Paddy Field view at Tegalalang.

One of the monument remembrance of the Bombing Victim at Legian street

Trying out the Shawl to make it a Bario fashion.

At starbuck waiting for the Flight to Back to BKI, Beautiful Land below the Soft Wind

Hardrock Entrance

Kuta Beach view, Lot of Tourist here.

Before Kuta Beach, Stop by the Hard Rock Cafe for a snap

Walking around nearby J boutique right after reaching from BKI

       This Traveling is totally change and open my view of life, its not simply a touring to Bali, I assume it had been a journey that I am looking forward to visit again, its a place that I found myself again as its calming and it eyes opening to me. Wherever I am, I will always gonna miss this place, to those people out there that was once broken and loose themself and want to find themself again, you maybe found yourself here, and I have to admit that you must be intelligence enough to find your way back to your self.  With open mind and heart, and prayer, you will be happy with this journey.

Interesting places in Labuan Island

Warrior cemetary

alone at cmetary

name of the sacrifice warrior

always there for you

mystery behind the iron box

Chimney

Coal mine

Sword of my soul

Train and coal mining

Freakin loss

Standing still ;)

soldier of Samur

          Eversince I work at samur. this is the cloth that had been my so called soldier cloth that i had to put on   myself. It is a very challenging department that I had been assigned to. there is may up and down of my life with the life of working at this project. It could be a blessing in disguised I guess. Even though there is may things that I still not manage to figure out the reason of quiting.

SOGIP: SABAH OIL AND GAS INDUSTRIAL PARK

I wonder after samur project of my journey of 7 months now what would be the next thing in my life. could it be sogip project or could it be i'm getting another new permanent job that could encourage my future to be brighter and bigger. I don't know. Just I wish I could do my best in my life here.

Try this songs

Watch "Suede - She's In Fashion" on YouTube

wet blanket

after a while of doing everything to run away from the past. it's been a while i did not feel this way. I really need my space and my time to have my way out calmly breathing in the air. I really need air cool to breath and away from all this uncontrol situation.

DAMMIT,, I MISS I CHANCESS...

DANG IT, i had miss my chances of working in with government, i miss the test... 

Recently Shortsighted..

Sunset at Beringgis Beach resort

Writing something

Spending quality time together 

One of the biggest turning point in my life had happen so fast. I can't believe what I discover. When I thought I was going to give up and surrender, he came into my life and make me feel alive again, He is the magic of my life and I can't stop saying Thank You in my heart. 

Somehow, something that I can't tell about is the pressure I received from workplace is increasing everyday and now I got sick. My performance at work was degrading and I can't help it with my weak body stat. I really hope that I get well soon and extricate all the pressure that was affecting me. I can't help it when I only can keep my mouth shut and be quite. 

I really want to unlock myself again which has lock to it self. I really want to play sport again. I feel so weak and I need strength to work like i did before. I never sick like this before. This is my very first time to feel the sickness. Maybe because of lack of vitamins in my body. All I can do is to recuperate and doing my best to cure myself from this sickness and be alive again.

Famous Question to a vegetarian (me)

hey noodle, ready to have a roller coaster ride in my tummy?

Let me describe a bit about being a vegetarian.. first of all, it is so easy to think about it.. second of all, it is so easy to forget about being a vegetarian when you first start off being one and realize that u had eaten animal. and finally.. it is so hard to eat animal when you had not taken it for years and years.. i did try and failed about ten times if im not mistaken finally i succeed. and i am not even regret about it. because thats prove i cn control my life the way i want. 

Question that i often get from normal people who may not understood me;

1) do you eat seafood... well, seafood is animal and animal not an option for a vegetarian so shake off that thoughts of yours that i will eat seafood..

2) next question people ask me do u believe in buddha? do you drink milk do you eat egg? hmm.. hell no, when i said animal it means animal... nothing to do with religion and believes.. and non moving things. i just don't eat animal.. Clear punch line isn't it.. you don't need to understood, u just need to be acknowledge about it and please respect that.. 

3) one of the a famous question that i've heard of is how did you eat at the restoraunt? fyi, i hate eating out and when i do, i would just preferred to have a plain noodle and hot drink with soups.. it would be lucky for me if im able to gone through vegetarian restoraunt and enjoy my dish fully. :) i will enjoy my very own homemade meal only..

my valentine gift..

this is one of the valentine give that i receive from the collegue.. what a romantic man. hiho. thank you so much.. everyday is a blessing

todays pictures

send from penang.. thank you so much..

todays gift i get from the collegue.. really thank you

one of the mystery notes i get from the office..

I love you my wife

Never felt been bless so much before.. I am so blessed.. so blessed. thank you so much lord. I love you all.