Recently Shortsighted..

Sunset at Beringgis Beach resort

Writing something

Spending quality time together 

One of the biggest turning point in my life had happen so fast. I can't believe what I discover. When I thought I was going to give up and surrender, he came into my life and make me feel alive again, He is the magic of my life and I can't stop saying Thank You in my heart. 

Somehow, something that I can't tell about is the pressure I received from workplace is increasing everyday and now I got sick. My performance at work was degrading and I can't help it with my weak body stat. I really hope that I get well soon and extricate all the pressure that was affecting me. I can't help it when I only can keep my mouth shut and be quite. 

I really want to unlock myself again which has lock to it self. I really want to play sport again. I feel so weak and I need strength to work like i did before. I never sick like this before. This is my very first time to feel the sickness. Maybe because of lack of vitamins in my body. All I can do is to recuperate and doing my best to cure myself from this sickness and be alive again.

Famous Question to a vegetarian (me)

hey noodle, ready to have a roller coaster ride in my tummy?

Let me describe a bit about being a vegetarian.. first of all, it is so easy to think about it.. second of all, it is so easy to forget about being a vegetarian when you first start off being one and realize that u had eaten animal. and finally.. it is so hard to eat animal when you had not taken it for years and years.. i did try and failed about ten times if im not mistaken finally i succeed. and i am not even regret about it. because thats prove i cn control my life the way i want. 

Question that i often get from normal people who may not understood me;

1) do you eat seafood... well, seafood is animal and animal not an option for a vegetarian so shake off that thoughts of yours that i will eat seafood..

2) next question people ask me do u believe in buddha? do you drink milk do you eat egg? hmm.. hell no, when i said animal it means animal... nothing to do with religion and believes.. and non moving things. i just don't eat animal.. Clear punch line isn't it.. you don't need to understood, u just need to be acknowledge about it and please respect that.. 

3) one of the a famous question that i've heard of is how did you eat at the restoraunt? fyi, i hate eating out and when i do, i would just preferred to have a plain noodle and hot drink with soups.. it would be lucky for me if im able to gone through vegetarian restoraunt and enjoy my dish fully. :) i will enjoy my very own homemade meal only..