It's easy but...

Noodle hair

Actually driving is easy just like drinking water but when there is some people directing you what to do while u know what you should do was so damn confusing, especially emotionally unstable was involve in this situation may lead to unwanted condition to occurred in certain time. Last time i'm almost scratching some people car because i never have a chance to concentrate on what I want to do in the first place. while being scolded is very annoying while you are doing just almost no mistake. What do you aspect to be the perfect driver while you are not.

I'm heading to my goal

Grade target is 3.5 (failed)
My goal is weight goal 55 kg (accomplish)
My distant goal is 55 as well (failed)

My new self: I'm not going to have relationship for this semester, i'm saving some money, i'm not gonna waste my time on unrelated things to me, i'm going to be very punctual, i'm gonna organized all myself, i'm going to balance up all the things that i want to do, i'm going to make myself get closer to the lecturer up close and personal especially my p.a and i'm going to really competing with my peers for achieving the outstanding grade.

The virgins myvi... my brotha car

I believe if I keep on focusing myself on it, I'm must achieve my goal. I have two competition to compete for, the sukmab and sabah open. I'm really aim for the sabah open tournament,  I'm not going to step myself back anymore, i'm must climb all the mountain that on my way. I must do this.

is it real

I'm confuse, i'm expecting for the next person. not same with myself for sure. But i'm expecting a new love. but i'm just unready yet.i'm sure of my own interested of course even i have said it myself for a few time but it's just for gag. I'm not gonna do it. it's not fun at all.

I'm sorry baby

Clause 1#
once you have broken a mirror,
you can still see the crack in the reflection by lady gaga.
even you try to get back together,
it won't be the same anymore,
just before he broke your heart for the second time,
You better get confronted and
just retreat yourself before it's getting worst,
it's just not that easy for someone to just take you back
when he left you first.

Clause2#
he hurts you and everything got destroy
because he is taking you for granted.
He thinks that you will wait for him just as i promised him,
but i guess you just doing what he did to you,
You didn't keep your promise because you have realise
you can't lie to your self
as it's you who have to carried the weight on your shoulder.
And you said
'I'm sorry baby.I'm learning.'

Lyrics by: JayDee
                  (JD)

Awful day

Joining Unduk ngadau

I just keep on meet up with a lot of dogs along the way i'm cycling. So awful, I wish that the dog will go away. But once I recall the numerology have warn me that something will happen today makes me scared, so i keep on avoiding any dogs.because it's give me bad feeling.

The end of it

Finally, I have let the voice of my head to just let it go. As it seems it's like the way he want it. So be it, it's like the roller coaster, what comes around goes around. As I have saw the real person behind those mask. That feeling was died since the day I determined not to contact him anymore. So, he should have accepting my decision easily as he was the one who wish this to be like this in the first place. Besides, I got other more important goal to achieve.

working life

Pg working~

LOL

I'm so wondered why should i call, it's seems that i'm the one that really want to be with him.kinda selfish but what can i say, i'm a bad situation handler. It's just wasn't my thing. ok fine. maybe i'm waiting for the right time to let go. i'm going to become the dove where i'm near around you but hard to get whenever you want to. so watch out you guys, if you are trying to get anything, just don't embarassed yourself for so desperate.I'm not gonna be the same anymore honey..