Trouble swifter

Attend someone wedding

         In here i would love to state that i'm so in to sport, like crazy. I'm just so into it.. it was like the only thing that makes me breath you know but at the same time I want  to balance up and juggling all the things that i have to take care of like my academic, my sports, my relationship.. and my health as well as my family member..

It's just too much..

I just want to avoid my self to used the word hate, and worry, and all those negative words whereby it may lead to the negative effects that would likely to make me think it's all gonna be okay and just be positive. I just have to learn how to manage my self and all.

It's just i can't be too occupied with one thing. it's just may lead to disaster just like what I've achieved for this recent result of my 2 year. it's just so disaster.

Encourage self

I will not back down on what I want to do. cliche~

         Anyway, it's a good day today. new day, new things. nothing special. but i'm new. surprised. Don't make your self sad because of something that is out of your control. You can't do anything on that little thing move on is the best thing I could do. Ignorance? rude word but its the wise choice to ignored those things that out of my control. Worry i'm not, I'm used to worry over night for things that I'm afraid of will not happen. But, it seems that it's a waste of time and it makes me weary emotionally. Prayer is the best thing to do, it takes away all the worried. Worried can back me down from what I want to achieve because I am not focus on the current aim. No point to worried. It can makes me crazy. Great management can be successful. Always in proper management of time, stress, social, all of this things have to be in balance. Can't loss it.

SAYONARA, hair -san

Motivate yourself, no one would do it for u if u didn't seek for the motivation. Just marching to the front like soldier. Don't look back on the mistakes that had happen. Learn the lessons and just move on. JUST DO IT!!!! Life is not always what I expected. I just want to live a simple life. Hope is always there.

My convocation

This is the situation that every single human in this world will experience, if it is not controlled or let go, then, it would be the worst case scenario to have a disease of crazy. and there is no cure for it and the medicine have to be taken for as long as your lifespan to stabilize the mind and emotion. It's very important to understand this kind of disease because it may happen to you or your family member as well.

My convocation

The symptom that i have experience is that let my anger go on my love one, not satisfied with it and cursing the mistake that have been taken, raising voice pitch all of the sudden while talking, not shy, spending time alone and silence. 

Gossips is bullshit

Gossips is bullshit

        No one know how it feels to be me right now in this world, everything happens not as I wanted, but all I can do is to go with the flow and wait for the matter to settling down by it's own, because the least that I can do is to let the rumors flowing in the air, It's okay. I just feel that my life is getting too complicated. I just can't get a hold on to myself because I'm weak. I can't stand alone here because I'm easily fall. I can't do all this because there is too  much to worry about.

Noobie

Brunei for Borneo game

Weird fashion

Heading to uptown buy some groceries dear blog. . housewife do's. taking out trash. . . so boring when it comes to doing housechores. I hate being housewife. lol. muahaha

24th

            This was the fourth failure of my trial, should I say its not the right one or its just me that made all this false decision. I just don't know whats coming up next, it seems that, everything that I had hope was not happening as it was predicted. I feel like giving up everything. I didn't found any purpose in life. My head slowly transforming into a pessimistic person. As things had happen that not building me up but tearing me down as I learned. I just can't stand on my own feet alone. I can't walk this journey all by myself. After all the thing that happen, I just can't believe in anyone anymore. It's a crap to put my trust on people. Not even myself. I can't clinging on my own principle.

      

  Still, what are the solutions for this matter? Even there was a solution, the problem still popping up suddenly. Feeling down is something that I had done for almost in my whole life. I have no idea how to straighten up, and put my chin up high above the water. Let God be the one to found the solution to all this question of my life. 

24th birthday celebrate after work

Keep that in mind that HE is with us every second when we busy, griefing on earthy matter, knock that head, open that eyes, turn yourself to HIM NOW!!!

By     JYOO

My practical Tuaran DOA

Isi polybeg guna dgn pakaian formal.. bangang betul!

Tinggu tu pokok durian berkawin: bahagia

Menjual buah mangga chokanan di tuaran. wow

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Buat tut buah ciku.. fantastic

Kasi pakai baju sama polybeg mangga cokanan

Sa di siring paling ujung baju ijau

Berdug dug di jiwa tunggu giliran bercakap depan beliau beliau

Masuk hutan di kg tuk ambil cantasan seedless lemon

         The goal setting making me have something to think of everyday, I have to learn to write well. In order to do that, I've browse lots of web about writing paper, and learn from it. There is never too late for someone to learn even though they are at the age of 50. Always sets something to achieve that makes you feels it's impossible to achieve but at the same time not giving up on it as it is very thrilling when the goal was successfully achieved. I believe I can do this even though it's so unrealistic. 

        What's fuel me up is that when I talk about it to people, they think it is unachieved as is there is a limit in my capabilities. So, this has make me really determine to achieved it and I just don't care for any other distracting situation than achieving my goal. In order to  achieve my goal, I have to plan how to do it, It's start from how to organized well and break this little goal to a lot of little task that allows the progression of the journey of reaching to my goal. 

The are several short term goal I want achieve:

1.Have score improved my grade ( target 3.5 gpa) 

2. goal weight 55 kg currently 65 kg in (3 month)

3. javelin throw distant, 55m ( currently targert for 45m)

4. Read 3 self enrichment book.

5. Sketch 3 picture

Having a plan is crucial in achieving goal.

'Thrive for success'