Weaving bead

This is the time when I got into my self so deep into weaving bead curing depression by its own, having here and there feeling unwell. I just got into really deep into the weaving journey

Look at the selendang.. over the shoulder. hehe 3rd piece of master

my 4th piece

 This masterpiece has go up the stage and made it together with the winner. hehe

my first every piece, uniquely small and just a trial

12/1/2016, A mysterious whatsapp group, just like a dream

The above stated date is the luckiest and happiesr day of my entire life, the drEam job.. God bless me so much. I got into this whatsap group of people same as me getting the spot. I thought it was a joke, and It wasnt. It made me fly up to the sky and I am thrill to know that I got this job.

2015 Happening rolling in the window

2015 is the year that had made me a mother, a wife and an adult. I never knew that being a mother means tiredness unstopable, lack of sleep, house chores, working at home just work-work work, and baby crying, feeding over and over again. The question that pop out of my head is when i can get a good sleep, good rest and good time. Some how at some point made me wanna give up, but the compassion some time made me strong enough to just keep doing what I had to do, BE responsible.

Updating...

Its been a while that i left this blog to dust and did not updating any life story.. In this new year of 2015, I step into this new year with a husband and a new comer into my life.. I am soon gonna have a baby girl. Three of us had a new year blast at mu husband hometown tenom. We are struggling in the beginning of our marriage in term of having a stable income to pay all the expenses and debt. Somehow, things happen as i was expected since the beginning of my live together with my husband. Both of us had made search a nice job at my  workplace but it seems everyhing is as expected.. 

Before i step into marriage, i had a  family..( i dont know why am writing this with a cold tears coming out From my eyes).

Update 2020: Well forget about it and just forgive. Be like god, think like god and only angry what makes god angry.

10 job interviews in a month

In this golden year, Im 26 years old, supposedly I had a good job, settle for my own bill and having everything, sadly this is the year im in disastrous year. I had my Job quited for the 3 times, got into 10 job interviewed before i got my job as a teacher and lastly I failed to accept it, I ran away and I got another job at travel agent not so long ago, I still failed to nailed the job, quit and jump another job which is back to where i begin, SAMUR. I got engaged, I got married and things happen so quick that I forgot  the detailed.

But here's a little recap, when I was at kg tenom,  I saw this beaded selendang pinongkoloh woven by my mother in law,  im impressed and I took a photo to learn how it was done.

Here it is I learned it myself and become great at it.

Bead wrist band

making the bead sewing at the edges of the dress.

Then during I'm nursing my child while she sleeping, I would enjoy my time to wove this beautiful beaded selendang to make a traditional possession fory daughter in the future. 

Mohawk power amp for sell

Sound system

Mohawk 4 channel power amp

Selling price: rm780 negotiable

New and never been use.

Update 2020: this Mohawk still with me. Haha I guess hobby with sound system was gone Just like that. What was I thinking purchasing something expensive but didn't use it.

My new intervention of life

Here it is my obsession of new things in life just to mke sure my life never get bored and interesting. I am modifying my gown just because it look dull and bored. so i do the simple sewing of bling bling to it. not that wow but just at least had eliminate the boredom of the dress. 

The Pictures above left side is me back in 31 December 2011 while the right side of the picture is after I had alternate and added up some bling2 just to put on some creative touch on it. It could be my new obsession and hobby.