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After working for 7 years, various company,  various employer and management, I'm thinking better I make opportunities out of my TIMELESS sacrifices of hardwork to get something to do by my self such as working for myself haha..

Jack of all trick, master of nothing.

The above quote sound good and pretty much like my dream. Actually I am dreaming a lot.  I had too many indescribable dream, dreams that people will laugh at and it is to be doing whatever I would like to do.  Not really to be good at it but just enough to be able to do it,  know how to  do it.  That's all.

I karaoke (public speaking) alot around the state.. Literally I am learning alot too.. 

I used to be scared of the crowd and talk, I got my first chance during unduk ngadau competition only,  it seems it is very useful in my work too. The downside is I am not a socialite. But it's ok.  I will learn to be one.

我的世界

每天有时间的妈妈

每当我有空的时候我都会觉得想太多啦。

我一想太多的时间，心里难受，什么事情都看不下去。做妈妈真的要用心， 而且要忍，我想我的忍心很少。一点点就生气， 所以我就把时间让给我做我想要的事情， 就上面的图片咯。 

Money or enemy

If u ask me would u like to raised enemy just to keep your money,  the answer is no. I don't know where is my mistake but I won't let the devil win this time.  No doubt I had loss so many time.  But maybe next time.  Why,  it is because I don't have to,  so did you.  Bravo and have a good time after-work.

I got no fcuking problem with you. 

Never mind

Never mind it other meaning is ignorance,  if I can get this mode of mind in the right time,  I will never have to face too many inner insultation emerge from within.  Being sensitive is not an issue,  but being ignorance is no a good thing too.  I going to make a little repair for this side of mine.

A little selfie after so long

Photo 1: I would always love experiencing looks but rarely brought it outside

Thank you, next topic

Its late at 9.28pm, the kids still wide awake, TV3 channel on with 999, reporting all the crime in the local nation. Havent got my dinner yet, but surely its a full of tiredness stomach.

While typing here in the laid back position ears listeniNg to  the TV3 narration of the crime case, drug,adultry, etc.. Wondering, "is this what all the adult do when they grow up" What was gone wrong, where gone wrong.

 The other hand just swinging big emotion 2 of hanna into good night sleep. I'm thinking maybe if i can develope my writing skill, i will write to earn money. That would be cool job for a cool mom, but my dream was always to have a farm, I dont know it is so weird. Its like it is the easiest dream to most people who had land. They just dont dream about it.

What i learn from my reflection happyness is not being get what you dreaming of, being beautiful, being in a good job with great earn, popular, being celebrities, having a big house, good husband, or whatever so.

Being happy is to be present to wherever you are, and be gratitude.

Ps.. Next i would write a little about little life story