There was a girl name Stelensia born innocently to this world, growing up in unexpected life condition, when she was in her childhood. Everyday with fear of broken family and pressure by parents who wish for the best for her, mom was always sick (with its own case) and always need to be taken care of, she cry every day for the getting a new scar she had on her heart, even in her teenage she can't go around and mixed around with people, she was growing up being told she was ugly, hence she was not confident at herself always staying in her room. She grew up to be antisocial, she hardly open her mouth to talk to people, everyday staying at home and only talk to her mom and brother, she barely talk to the dad because she was not close to him, she had very small circle of friends. Her life was a dull. It's alright to be that way her parents assume.
Once she was out into the society, she had to learn to be involve with the society, because of the growing process was not preparing her, she had to struggle to learn to be sociable and everyday was learning a new lesson. She was too naive and trusting people easily, people always took advantage of her easily. She had her first relationship on 21 years old while others in her age had learn a lot about it. she was started to discovered love life at the age of 21. A lot of guys started to try their luck on her. She think about love a lot and started to slipping down her grade in college. Somehow she is very active in sport but still manage to live her life. It was so often ask by people, why did she d want to talk. Y, and Y and Y.
It's had been in her nature to be silence. She can't help it. at the age of 22, she had was broken hearted. again and the third time.. she had the deepest cut in her heart. She was cheated by a married man with two child. She was so strong that she can still hold on to the principle of life that her parents tought her. she cried and cried up until today. She pray and cry. Her soul was injured badly. She still can't find the calmness in her self. she try to overcome it but it was hard for her. For once she had been covered herself with darkness.
She was so lucky. What she had been through, no one would knows about with the pretending of happy mask. she is always good girl in the eye of her parents and relatives. NO ONE KNOWS her GUILT, NO ONE KNOWS her filthy secret. NO ONE KNOWS. She wil stay stronger than ever. This world is so cruel that she can only continue to walk in her jorney of life without a doubt. That's the life to her.
Once she was out into the society, she had to learn to be involve with the society, because of the growing process was not preparing her, she had to struggle to learn to be sociable and everyday was learning a new lesson. She was too naive and trusting people easily, people always took advantage of her easily. She had her first relationship on 21 years old while others in her age had learn a lot about it. she was started to discovered love life at the age of 21. A lot of guys started to try their luck on her. She think about love a lot and started to slipping down her grade in college. Somehow she is very active in sport but still manage to live her life. It was so often ask by people, why did she d want to talk. Y, and Y and Y.
It's had been in her nature to be silence. She can't help it. at the age of 22, she had was broken hearted. again and the third time.. she had the deepest cut in her heart. She was cheated by a married man with two child. She was so strong that she can still hold on to the principle of life that her parents tought her. she cried and cried up until today. She pray and cry. Her soul was injured badly. She still can't find the calmness in her self. she try to overcome it but it was hard for her. For once she had been covered herself with darkness.
Cry me a river!
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