Stelensia was at overseas representing her college in sports, always sitting at the corner with her phone texting her lover. Barely speaks a word even though some other people are at their peak of their hormone excited about the sport competition. She can't focus anything but her phone. The day before Stelensia left Putrajaya, she got text from Alex which would likely sound like this.
"Would you still be with me whatever happens? What if I was married?"
Stelensia took it as a joke somehow Alex admit that he was married with two kids. As soon as she knew the truth. She told him to divorce his wife and left his family behind as she was not intend to love this man anymore but to take revenge for what he has done by destroying his family. She hold on to her tears and she felt the weight on her chest and she can hardly breath. At the moment, she was catching her flight back to her state at Sabah. Pretending a smile in her face but crying in her heart. Her parents bring her home at that day, her mom was so happy to see her after spending a long time apart without knowing what was happening in her daughter. Stelensia still holding on to her tears in her chest waiting for the right time to burst out anytime soon. She was crying like three years old without the subconciousness to the surrounding hugging to her mom and telling her everything about that bad guy. Her mom was so worry and crying with her. She can't breath and shivering with her hand in her chest comforting herself. She just had enough with all this crap. The next day, she wants end up the relationship . Some how, he was begging Stelensia to stay. She was so strong to refuse to stay with him as she gain the strength from her mom. After a while, she was gone wild, trying to explore life and getting frustrated to herself. She was drinking alcohol, she was going to the club, she was hanging out with her buddies and trying to escape the mind thinking about it. That could be her darkest moment of her life. A broken angel was born. Some how both of them was getting back together again for another two painful months. She was struggling to find herself. She was loss in the lust.
She was started to let go of herself and just let him do what he wants. The last day they met before she was going back to her hometown. She whispering to his ears "Be good, take a good care of yourself, just don't leave me behind" she hug him and crying knowing that that would be her last time to meet. She fell in love with this man somehow she knew it was wrong and it must be ended soon. Stelensia, was destroyed and broken into pieces. She was doomed. The scars in her life was unimagineablely painful. She let go of her religion. She don't believes in anything. All she was able to do was to live the life with no broken soul.
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