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I'm just so not in to having a relationship right now it's just wasn't the right time I think.. I've done too much that have hurt my reputation of my result and my images. people will start to think that i'm just a cheap girl. well, the thing that i can do beyond my power is to disposed my old number and not giving away my number to anyone. i just want it to be secretive. i just don't want to get dizzy with all this crap.
Just making me depressing and the hormone stability in my body system has made me gone made in split seconds and just be happy in the the next second. i'm just in stable right now emotionally. and my weight are flunctuating. it's just so uncomfortable to when i started to used medication treatment on my skin problem. i'm just having this acute nobular acne problem or whatever they call it. everyday having the improvement. but there is one particular situation i have to face by myself and endure it is when people start to stare at my face and crincle their nose makes my feel so horrible because it looks like i'm just having this skin problem and make them feel gross. so what is my response? just smile and looking forward but still sometime trap in that little short moment thinking back and feel unstatisfied with it.
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