Root love and Conversation culturist

 To begin with, I really love culture especially All the culture in here Sabah. 

There is so many sub ethnic in here. The difference of the races stick us together so close in a way. 

One of the things that i really wanna do something about is to start with myself learning Native language Kadazan.

I will now listening to Kadazan radio every morning and going to church on kadazan session purposely. It will help me grow to love and nurture my mother tongue language.

The Lost Art I’ll Always Treasure: Handwriting

 

In a world racing toward digital everything, there’s something beautifully personal about handwriting. The swirl of each letter, the quiet focus it demands, and the satisfaction of seeing your thoughts take shape on paper — it’s a simple joy I’ll never trade for a touchscreen.

For me, handwriting is therapy. It slows my mind when life feels too fast. It turns to-do lists into little works of art. It helps me process my thoughts, dreams, and prayers in ways typing never could. There's magic in seeing ink flow from pen to paper, crafting words that feel personal and real.

Whether it’s jotting down a meaningful quote, scribbling ideas for my next ceramah, or just doodling names of places I dream to visit — handwriting keeps me grounded.

And honestly, nothing beats the feel of holding a favorite pen, the crisp texture of fresh pages, and that quiet moment where it’s just me, my thoughts, and a story waiting to be written.

The Sparkling Soul of JD

 

A vibrant, faith-rooted, and dynamic woman, you wear many hats with grace and heart. A proud mother of four daughters and one son, you balance a beautiful life of family, career, creativity, and passion.

Since January 13, 2016, you’ve served as a Senior Agriculture Officer, and today, you lead with purpose as the Unit Lead at the Quality Section, Unit Pembangunan Organisasi dan Kerjaya. Your work isn’t just a job — it’s a calling. You love doing extension work, delivering ceramahs to farmers, students, and stakeholders, bridging knowledge, empowerment, and community growth.

In your downtime, you shine just as brightly. A creative soul, you find joy in braiding beads into ‘pinongkoloh selendang’, keeping tradition alive with your own touch. Your sporty, competitive edge shines too — with trophies in darts and chess, medals in fun walks, and a deep love for javelin, shot put, and discus.

You’re a lifelong achiever, proudly holding 7As in PMR, 8As in SPM, and currently acing your Master’s degree with a flawless 4.0 CGPA.

Your heart belongs to the world, with a soft spot for Japan (your forever favorite), and cherished memories of Bali and Taiwan — especially for their amazing vegetarian restaurants. Speaking of food, your daily delights are Tealive and waffles.

A woman of faith and resilience, your favorite verse,

“Segalanya dapat ku tampung kerana Engkau Tuhan” (Filipi 4:13),
guides you through every chapter.

Music fuels your soul — from Hillsong worship songs to relaxing tunes and those memory-boosting tracks that power your sharp mind. And when you need to unwind close to home, you find peace at Lokawi Zoo in Kota Kinabalu.

You’re a leader. A mother. A traveler. A creator. A champion. A believer.

Ricky Full moon

My Daughters

Reminiscence

We going kaamatan at KDCA

And through it all — a sparkling, unstoppable force.

Updating my Life in 2024

 Today i feel like writing, i Guess my hobby is to write. 

I Just Wanna pour my feeling Out into this blog. To be my digital dairy so that my kids can read all of their mothers heart and soul.

In 2024, on this Date 10 september 2024

Im pregnant again for 5th child. I did not plan to have this pregnant, God plan this for Me. So i Guess i have to deal with it and plan ahead.

So a little update after missing so Long from my blog,

In 2022, 2023 and 2024. 

This is us around februart 2024. She is so small and cute.

This is during our farewell party and TPS tenom

My mini. Johanna Kes, She manage her self well everytime

My best foto of the year. I have to depend on filter to look Beautiful

3 soul in one frame and Everyone is smiling. Momy love you Rowenna and Noah

Im still currently in the same pot, working. Im Just enjoying every single task im Here. Changing 3 Superior, first i lost my superior and in 2021 i lost my close aunt. 

Soon after i have to handle this section alone making Me so depress. Next move on i got a New bos.

In 2023, a New bos coming in, im happy im bargain off. After that, im giving birth my 4th child. Rowenna Rozay in 24 October 2023.

In 2024, i got pregnant again around Mei 2023. I Hope this is my last pregnancy and im survive during delivery. My second aunt leave us to heaven. 

After loosing so many Close relative and Close Friends. I feel death is so besar that you Don't know when you will died. So im reflecting death every now and then.

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Unduk ngadau/sugandoi keamatan, cultural entertaining show

Hope everyone still cool with the current situation pandemic and keep calm.

There is one saying goes, when rain is stop. The sun will shine and rainbow will be yours. So it  keep raining and we are anticipating the rainbow soon.
But, the situation won't burn down the spirit of kaamatan and unduk Ngadau fever. Everyone changing their profile picture with ethnic cloth, throwing back unduk Ngadau pictures/ handcraft. There is even some online competition for this kaamatan pageant/singing contest.

The question: Is kaamatan unduk Ngadau/sugandoi a cultural entertaining show or just merely a way to the remembrance of the paddy spirit while celebrating the victory of harvesting a good yield of crops. 

My personal thoughts about this is harvesting festival event are cultural entertaining show  whereby peoples are preparing for this to compete and celebrate but at the same time, people are embracing the culture of the ethnicity where they gathered in the hall and meet some relatives supporting their favourite contestant. It's pretty much both educational and entertaining show event.

Somehow, these event won't exceptional to the negativity around the corner. How we cope these negativity while building up our personalities by not responding with them.

Goal reset for 2020

Hello everyone, hopes you all still stay safe and healthy from the any diseases.

We all step in 2020 like a champ, fighting the cv 19 which tried to hold us ( human race ) back in the year before. Who ever that planned this with all the conspiracy theories flooding in the air of the network, just don't forget that Jesus always love us all. Let's pray to Him and Mother Mary for mercy and healing of the world.

Somehow, with the MCO,  restricted movement and activities, take some time to reconstruct, reorganize and rearrange strategy and purpose of life, short term goal and long term goal.

For short term goals I may want to reflect more on self esteem, self empathy before I can spread the love to others. Besides, for earthy goal, I may want to do some minor home renovation and be self care before I can care for others especially  my family. This is because I have lack of self love and I did not appreciate all the things that I have and often diss  myself for being ugly and not good enough which leads to bad impression. Of course more prayer to remind myself every single breath was not mine but it was a gift and blessing from god.

For long term goal, I would like to educate and educate my child to be more self love and love god more then anything.  While for earthy goals, I would just put my self preparing my self to every possible  things that may changed in next ten years. Maybe planning an early retirement. Preparing to enjoy retire moment. Maybe I would choose to be more focus on self improvement everyday like learning new words, new knowledge, good communication skill, good interpersonal skill, and so forth, be less gadget person. At that time I would be 42 years old and my child would be 15 and 13 years teenagers. It would be tough but I got to be their best friend to every where I go. They must learn their local language Kadazan and Murut for sure..  While they are mastering their Hokkien first. So they will be a good multilingual intellectual kids at that time. Rare maybe..

That's all from me. Peace.