This was the fourth failure of my trial, should I say its not the right one or its just me that made all this false decision. I just don't know whats coming up next, it seems that, everything that I had hope was not happening as it was predicted. I feel like giving up everything. I didn't found any purpose in life. My head slowly transforming into a pessimistic person. As things had happen that not building me up but tearing me down as I learned. I just can't stand on my own feet alone. I can't walk this journey all by myself. After all the thing that happen, I just can't believe in anyone anymore. It's a crap to put my trust on people. Not even myself. I can't clinging on my own principle.
Still, what are the solutions for this matter? Even there was a solution, the problem still popping up suddenly. Feeling down is something that I had done for almost in my whole life. I have no idea how to straighten up, and put my chin up high above the water. Let God be the one to found the solution to all this question of my life.
24th birthday celebrate after work
| Keep that in mind that HE is with us every second when we busy, griefing on earthy matter, knock that head, open that eyes, turn yourself to HIM NOW!!! |
By JYOO
