The truth

Go for gold.. the time waster,  should leave her behind and not care what she desire as it have takes my time a lot and I've done lot of time wasting, regret but I wont do it again next time.

Feeding milk

Planting red ivy

Controller

Go for gold... have to control the money, that is my biggest weakness for these few semester, I am was tried investing money in my younger age but sadly, because of my parents need to used money as they was not good in money management was trap in the money summer and need to take out my money from my saving, to several point i should know is:

Just do it

1. know how credit card work
2. have budget,
3. invest in young age
4. time money: 1month spent 100 on food, 100 on daily used, 100 pleasured
5. money make money.

My Guru

My brotha

Hey you, bring your ass here, work work work.

Go for gold.... I can't sleep last night, but after a couple of god songs and some articles from the website, at last i manage to sleep, it's so hard for me if I got this imsonia because I'm tired but yet can not sleep, even I  try so hard to sleep, i still couldn't, maybe because of the condition that my skin feel irritated because of some elergy of food and hard to breath. maybe i should take some time for myself and relax for a while because it's very tired right now.

whaddaya want from me

My Secret Garden

Go for gold.. keep asking me what do i want, i'm not looking for you but you looking for me. the problem is not mine but you. you think, why should I think? everything is over now, I'm not having any feeling towards you anymore, if you got it, it's your bad, just eliminate the feeling and move on, I'm trying to move on for every thing that I did, don't you know that, just forget about my promises just like you blown away your promises at first that you make to me. Move on honey.

Motivation

Let's move.. Kill the weed.

Go for gold.. please don't give up, be strong, I believe I can do it, it's just simple, just do what you want to do and everything will happen for it's reason, hard work would be paid and you have nothing to worry, just be positive all the time and think less, must discipline self, review everything first thing in the morning and you would just reach your 3 main goal, keep focusing on your main goal, don't bother to think about things that you have nothing to do with, may god bless my hardwork, and I love you JESUS.

Tired

Hey.. Troll

Go for gold.. after class. the most attentive that i pay to the teacher even i din get enough sleep last nite, i borrow some of the book and i'm gonna start read them by today. This is the picture of me when I was so ugly and big. Believe it or not I have started my diet as vegetarian. Maybe its just that I'm getting myself used to the diet. Roger and Out.

Imsoniac

Please be at beside me

Go for gold.. omg, i'm insoniac last nite, so hard for me to fall asleep. I wonder what am I thinking to make me have this condition. oh god, please help me, i'm tired but my head wont sleep i need to sleep. i just hate it, when would I let go this hatred and move on with my own life. This hatred had been the main thing that trap my life. I have to learn how to let go and just move on. seems like i'm still learning about it.

Sony E. like Javeline

Just my passion

Run run run

Go for gold.. still working on breaking on my bad habit, jealousy, when is this gonna end, i just have to stop stalking, and everything would be fine. please, when is this gonna end, i'm hoping for the best for my self, i'm happy today i've just got back here and start training, i'm trying out the technique, seems like lack of practice, i'm just needing a lot of throwing to get the right motion, and make it in the right timing, it's all about timing, and it needs a very high body concious here. wish me luck 55m,

Josephine to Josephine

Josephine want to tell Josephine about...

Go for gold.. nothing to worry about, just live my live as i have to be and do the routine everyday like I should and I think everything should be okay. Just keep focusing on my goal and don't worry about things that you don't have control over just move on and do your best everyday.

Double checkmate

The uglyness of me

Lets get it on.

Go for gold.. I'm easily explode, I got this irritable mood swing that may affect my heart and soul. I wonder what I should do to stop this mood swing. The behaviour of that someone make me want to scream at people, that someone never exhibit a good behaviour for you to follow, and I trust no one in this world as she betrayed me so very often.

seriously

Cam Whoring has nothing to do with this post 

Go for gold..i'm so serious in achieving every little thing that i have plan for this semester. I hope nothing will be the obstacle for me and i will try to stay out of trouble as it may contribute to loss of concentration in my focus. God bless me.

Rebelliious freak

This my only

Go for gold.. i go for bicycle riding and take the different route, the chill of the wind that blow to my skin makes me want to ride more faster than ever. but with the busyness of the road makes me a little trembling because it's very unresponsible for some of the road users as if they are the owner of the road. so, i'm kinda frustrated when there is so many things that i want to do was forbidden from  my mother, i'm and adult but still treated like i'm 12 years old, i want to bring my by by by bicycle to Ums but cannot. everything can not makes me want to scream my voice out of  my throat.

love bohemian rhapsody

Got to see to believe

Go for gold... it's the coolest songs every. I'm dead lovin it, hopefully i can found other songs that can rocks my world just like bohemian rhapsody, but i'm sure nothing could compare to it. so, loving it.

I'm craving for something

Fat

Go for gold... i'm out of control, i didn't control myself, i have to control myself, it's killing me if i let myself go, i should have known what is the consequences of doing it. I have to let it under my control. I hope I can do it. There is environmental factor that makes me craved for it. There is four days to go for me to stay here, the unhealthy environmental for me. unhealthy for both health and mental. it's killing me to stay here.

Addiction

Believe am ugly

Go for gold.... I've got the addiction of viewing someone who is once my rival without her knowing it. someone told me my act are just cause by jealousy but someone said that I viewing her everyday just like I like her that makes me creeps out because that's means i'm abnormal. I don't want to be abnormal because it's not a good thing in my religion. so, I think I should keep on praying to the god and moving on. Now I got some other things that is much more important than to busy with other peoples.

Howt...

Go for gold.. keep on trying to melt me down? well, will not success if you just doing that,hopefully god will bless everyone and let them find their way to what is really important in this world rather than chasing after wind. If u chase after wind you would just waste my time and i don't want to waste anybody's time. because u let me grab wind of promise once back in the day before. now i let you taste the chase of the wind and with option. you can always take yourself away from me. I'm not making you stay anymore.

Ignorance

Piece no war

Whatever that comes to me that did not help me to get closer to my goal. Ignorance is gonna be my new best friend. Sorry to those that being ignored. I'm just being strict and competitive. Got some other things to focus on. If you want to me involve with me think million times because you might get hurt and i'm didn't care anything. Judge me if you want to, but who are you wanted to judge me since you are not perfect as well.

scribble of morning

I got no problem with you!

Contacting doesn't mean anything. so, I really wan to know what is the purpose of telling me all those things? Don't find me anymore. I'm sick and tired of all this crap. I will not have relationship to anyone in this sem. so sorry if i have make you feel misery. it's not me making you feel this way. blame no one but you dumping me first. If you need some one help, come to that person asking for help don't aspecting that person would take the intiative to come to you and help you honey. thing la bah.. you got brain. I have no reason to fail. Too much people have prove it can be done.

It's easy but...

Noodle hair

Actually driving is easy just like drinking water but when there is some people directing you what to do while u know what you should do was so damn confusing, especially emotionally unstable was involve in this situation may lead to unwanted condition to occurred in certain time. Last time i'm almost scratching some people car because i never have a chance to concentrate on what I want to do in the first place. while being scolded is very annoying while you are doing just almost no mistake. What do you aspect to be the perfect driver while you are not.

I'm heading to my goal

Grade target is 3.5 (failed)
My goal is weight goal 55 kg (accomplish)
My distant goal is 55 as well (failed)

My new self: I'm not going to have relationship for this semester, i'm saving some money, i'm not gonna waste my time on unrelated things to me, i'm going to be very punctual, i'm gonna organized all myself, i'm going to balance up all the things that i want to do, i'm going to make myself get closer to the lecturer up close and personal especially my p.a and i'm going to really competing with my peers for achieving the outstanding grade.

The virgins myvi... my brotha car

I believe if I keep on focusing myself on it, I'm must achieve my goal. I have two competition to compete for, the sukmab and sabah open. I'm really aim for the sabah open tournament,  I'm not going to step myself back anymore, i'm must climb all the mountain that on my way. I must do this.

is it real

I'm confuse, i'm expecting for the next person. not same with myself for sure. But i'm expecting a new love. but i'm just unready yet.i'm sure of my own interested of course even i have said it myself for a few time but it's just for gag. I'm not gonna do it. it's not fun at all.

I'm sorry baby

Clause 1#
once you have broken a mirror,
you can still see the crack in the reflection by lady gaga.
even you try to get back together,
it won't be the same anymore,
just before he broke your heart for the second time,
You better get confronted and
just retreat yourself before it's getting worst,
it's just not that easy for someone to just take you back
when he left you first.

Clause2#
he hurts you and everything got destroy
because he is taking you for granted.
He thinks that you will wait for him just as i promised him,
but i guess you just doing what he did to you,
You didn't keep your promise because you have realise
you can't lie to your self
as it's you who have to carried the weight on your shoulder.
And you said
'I'm sorry baby.I'm learning.'

Lyrics by: JayDee
                  (JD)

Awful day

Joining Unduk ngadau

I just keep on meet up with a lot of dogs along the way i'm cycling. So awful, I wish that the dog will go away. But once I recall the numerology have warn me that something will happen today makes me scared, so i keep on avoiding any dogs.because it's give me bad feeling.

The end of it

Finally, I have let the voice of my head to just let it go. As it seems it's like the way he want it. So be it, it's like the roller coaster, what comes around goes around. As I have saw the real person behind those mask. That feeling was died since the day I determined not to contact him anymore. So, he should have accepting my decision easily as he was the one who wish this to be like this in the first place. Besides, I got other more important goal to achieve.

working life

Pg working~

LOL

I'm so wondered why should i call, it's seems that i'm the one that really want to be with him.kinda selfish but what can i say, i'm a bad situation handler. It's just wasn't my thing. ok fine. maybe i'm waiting for the right time to let go. i'm going to become the dove where i'm near around you but hard to get whenever you want to. so watch out you guys, if you are trying to get anything, just don't embarassed yourself for so desperate.I'm not gonna be the same anymore honey..