2015 Happening rolling in the window

2015 is the year that had made me a mother, a wife and an adult. I never knew that being a mother means tiredness unstopable, lack of sleep, house chores, working at home just work-work work, and baby crying, feeding over and over again. The question that pop out of my head is when i can get a good sleep, good rest and good time. Some how at some point made me wanna give up, but the compassion some time made me strong enough to just keep doing what I had to do, BE responsible.

Updating...

Its been a while that i left this blog to dust and did not updating any life story.. In this new year of 2015, I step into this new year with a husband and a new comer into my life.. I am soon gonna have a baby girl. Three of us had a new year blast at mu husband hometown tenom. We are struggling in the beginning of our marriage in term of having a stable income to pay all the expenses and debt. Somehow, things happen as i was expected since the beginning of my live together with my husband. Both of us had made search a nice job at my  workplace but it seems everyhing is as expected.. 

Before i step into marriage, i had a  family..( i dont know why am writing this with a cold tears coming out From my eyes).

Update 2020: Well forget about it and just forgive. Be like god, think like god and only angry what makes god angry.