Hujan jga akhirnya

Setelah sekian lama ku rasa ups and down dlm sebulan yang lalu musim paska. byk salib2 kecil yang sa harus pikul. tp lepas minggu paska ini tamat. sa terasa semua beban2 salib kecil yang terpaksa sa pikul tu kan hilang semua ni. memang kali ini la sa betul2 menghayati kebangkitan yesus kristus tu. sa pecaya betul2 dengan Dia suda ni. di saat2 saya suda abis betri. mo putus asa dan kestressan dan hampir gila dengan masalah yang tidak conclusion. Thank you sangat2 kepada mereka yang stick dengan saya yang bantu saya waktu saya dlm masalah. tq sangat2 lord jesus christ.. Surut sda banjir air bah, tamat suda musim kemarau. hujan suda. pelangi suda muncul. Perkara ini sangat2 buat saya bertindak lebih matang lagi. Bisuk pigi belajar buat hasilan kacang soya di unit latihan tamparuli. pegi timba ilmu lagi. kemarin pula ada supervisor datang. dia pun concern la juga kenapa tiba2 sa minta pindah. sa pun menceritakan hal sebenar. dia kata anda harus jaga diri, dlm working life memang begini, kita yang perlu alert, dan dia kata it's a good move ko pinda ke sini. means. am doing the right thing to fix my mistake. walaupun awalannya semua punca org kata dari saya sendiri, but I had done something to avoid even worst consequences kan. thats right. tq everybody biar yang mencaci, mengumpat, mengasih ketawa atau yang mengfitnah2, sebab you all make me stronger than yesterday. Tq everybody. Kamu adalah pendorong saya menjadi lebih berani lagi. May god bless you all.

Trauma: Stelensia imsoniac nightmare

Stelensia was in the dilemma on the night she was outstation from the day she was at Kota belud. She was alone in the room trying to have a peaceful moment with her favourite novel book. She received message from one of the boss asking her wherebout. Finally, he was persuade her to get into her room and she was shocked with the condition when she had the intuition that she was in trouble that night. She just want to stay out of trouble and she was blank at the moment trying to escape from the room was not the wise choice in her thought. All she think about is to stay up all nite and be cautious to that man. At the moment, she had a old stranger in her room with double of her age trying to get into her pants. She was so anxious and can’t sit tight. All she did was to look calm and survive that night. She make it look as friendly as possible and talk to him all night long. She had told him everything, about her  feelings and he was suppose to get the idea of she was not comfortable with him in the room.  All night long was a hell to her. This man had push off the limits. Stelensia limits is high, and this man had push her button and she can’t take it anymore. In three weeks, she had endure all this verbally sexually harrassment and finally he is getting physical and she knew she is no longer safe doing her internship in the department of extension in Tuaran. Whatever it is. She will fight her right and he had to bear the consequences of his action. Goodbye Mr. boss.

Lesson learned: put your limit low so people won't think you will not angry easily.. self value important don't waste time on the wrong one.