22 October 2012

My convocation

This is the situation that every single human in this world will experience, if it is not controlled or let go, then, it would be the worst case scenario to have a disease of crazy. and there is no cure for it and the medicine have to be taken for as long as your lifespan to stabilize the mind and emotion. It's very important to understand this kind of disease because it may happen to you or your family member as well.


My convocation

The symptom that i have experience is that let my anger go on my love one, not satisfied with it and cursing the mistake that have been taken, raising voice pitch all of the sudden while talking, not shy, spending time alone and silence. 

14 October 2012

Gossips is bullshit



Gossips is bullshit

        No one know how it feels to be me right now in this world, everything happens not as I wanted, but all I can do is to go with the flow and wait for the matter to settling down by it's own, because the least that I can do is to let the rumors flowing in the air, It's okay. I just feel that my life is getting too complicated. I just can't get a hold on to myself because I'm weak. I can't stand alone here because I'm easily fall. I can't do all this because there is too  much to worry about.