Gossips is bullshit
No one know how it feels to be me right now in this world, everything happens not as I wanted, but all I can do is to go with the flow and wait for the matter to settling down by it's own, because the least that I can do is to let the rumors flowing in the air, It's okay. I just feel that my life is getting too complicated. I just can't get a hold on to myself because I'm weak. I can't stand alone here because I'm easily fall. I can't do all this because there is too much to worry about.
Deepest Cut on my earthy body
Stop the bullshit dude!
Since I don't have any strength to carry on my life, sometime I could be as pessimistic to everything. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or not for my life, I don't want to be regret for my whole life for doing the bad decision, I just loss myself for now, I don't know what is the purpose of my life in this world anymore since I was once read the book What is the purpose of life, one of the religious book that I have read, after reading this book, I had clear vision about life, but slowly, when everything was come and goes like seasons, I had loss and gain something, Making me feels like I am too attach to this world which is just pit stop for me in life.
How to be strong and did not hesitate about anything that I wanted to do? I don't have any clues, sometime life suppose to be as simple as it could, but since, I am not living alone in this world, so, anybody out there must had been once had this kind of feeling to at least once in their life time. Should I just wait for the miracle to happen? or I should find my own way to express everything, I don't have my own principle, and easily influenced by people. So, I guess, How to be strong is only to make myself go through this complications by myself.
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