This time make it the fourth time

I had experienced breakup for a few times, but this is the most hurtful, sinful, and unforgetable. This is one of the painful breakup I ever had, and I will never turn my head on it anymore. From now on, what's on my mind is that, I got nothing to do with that man anymore. I hurt myself the most. Laugh as loud as you can on my sorrow. Tell to world what you know about me, I'll be very thankful for your action. Because as long as you are happy with what you did, then you deserve to be happy. I feel hurt so bad this time, it bleed so bad. I glad, I had this relationship. I'm happy I get to know him.