Too many too much

        There is too many thing happens during my semester break of 4 months, and now is the final month of the sem break, and I am finally get to analyze my final year project, today, I start doing my work in the lab spl 1 at sst. Too many things need to settle before the lab will be closing on 16 of august, next wednesday. So rush. I am afraid everything will be out of control and upside down.Besides my thesis there are still many many things that I learn about life.



        I go to Kota Belud yesterday to visit my boy family, there are father, mother, brother and sister. I don't know how to feel because of me and my boy relationship are too complicated to explained. As I was questioned by the father a few questions, Since I was there for not too long, I am barely talk to them and we barely know each other. I wish that I could be there for a little longer. As for me, I had give some of my spare oil palm seedling to the family to take care of as I hope it will grow and fruit three years from now. As for the my thesis, I hope that, I will not doing any mistake during analysis the sample because I only got these, I must do it well and I don't know If I could make it in time but I still got the alternative way. Hopefully everything was going fine.

       Things that I learn during my semester break is that, I found someone that is really love me, but I am still not sure if he is sincere but I feel it is true from his heart, He had done too much for me. I just can't keep on accepting everything he gave me, sometimes I had to give him back as well. So, I don't know yet where do we end up in the future. I hope that he really keeping his promise and not letting me go.

      Working life was a hardship of life after school life. Working life had been something that is not only doing the job, but also interaction of the surrounding. Interacting with people is my weakness. I hardly open my mouth first just to start the conversation. So, I had my very first experience of job, salary, identifying new people. Somehow the best thing of working life is to enjoy the salary. it's totally different using own money, I learn how to really carefully spending my money. Thats all for now.