13 August 2011

Too many too much

        There is too many thing happens during my semester break of 4 months, and now is the final month of the sem break, and I am finally get to analyze my final year project, today, I start doing my work in the lab spl 1 at sst. Too many things need to settle before the lab will be closing on 16 of august, next wednesday. So rush. I am afraid everything will be out of control and upside down.Besides my thesis there are still many many things that I learn about life.

11 August 2011

Shocking news?

         Unbelievable! What a coincidence, happen at the right timing? Is there anyone know something about this or trying to framing me on doing the crime? OMG, How could it be happening to me. The moment I want to quit the job, and there is something stolen from my company? Biggest suspect? Is it me? Jaw dropping for me, because I am innocent. One of the mistake that I was done was I'm not telling the People that I'm quiting the job and just doing my stuff by myself not telling her, making me becoming the main suspect for dissappearing from their sight for 2 days.

13 July 2011

This time make it the fourth time

I had experienced breakup for a few times, but this is the most hurtful, sinful, and unforgetable. This is one of the painful breakup I ever had, and I will never turn my head on it anymore. From now on, what's on my mind is that, I got nothing to do with that man anymore. I hurt myself the most. Laugh as loud as you can on my sorrow. Tell to world what you know about me, I'll be very thankful for your action. Because as long as you are happy with what you did, then you deserve to be happy. I feel hurt so bad this time, it bleed so bad. I glad, I had this relationship. I'm happy I get to know him.

11 July 2011

Cowgirl on the ride~ Part 9

Let the club handle her

              The heavy rain pouring on Stelensia plants making the rooftop got everything spoiled . Everything was spoil. Why is all this happening,  She can't take it anymore. she just continued to walk her journey of life. She can't think anymore her head is not spinning. God please show her the U turn. Stelensia need guidance to continue her life here on earth. What is that earthy things that makes her so selfish and self centered. Everybody got this little piece in themself. God show  the right way, take the sin away, she had committed the biggest sins in her life. Everything was spoiled. everything was ruin. Nothing left for her in this world. God, talk to her, tell her, Let her listen to Your sweet voice. She need You to tell her everything. She is dying right now. Her soul is dying.

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20 June 2011

Masum 2011


In the bus

3rd Place

During Javelin throw competition


Rowing VBR 2010

I had a lot of trouble to face during this moment, rowing team want me to join them and I don't know which one I should go for. What should I do, I'm always have problem. why should it be this way?

15 June 2011

Whispering soul

Give me a break

Soul killer Level 1

Lie, dishonesty, its a misfortune for me to have all of this.. I wish I can undone what is done.