Every second was hell

Stelensia was on her back laying around on the bed on the floor. She can hardly feel the hunger

 of food as her mind was dwelling with the subtle matter that happen to her. Her mom said “

 come take your breakfast downstairs”. She said “ hold on a sec, I didn’t feel hungry yet” and the

 time was already 2.23 PM. At last she was came downstairs to at 3 PM try to chew down the

 food that was prepared on the table. She feel disgusted with the food and throw it away. Her

 mom ask her “ why did you throw away the food into the dustbin? What’s wrong with you dear”

 She lied to her mom “ I had my biscuits in the morning already and am still feel full”. Whats on

 her mind right now is “What is it actually Johnny up to? Why did he kept this secret all this long?”

 Its so hurt that makes her remind of her past that was hardly heal yet. Know she was not trusted

 to any boy anymore. Her heart was shattered into pieces and all she did was to pray and seek

 calmness from GOD. She burst into tears praying and wondering how to response to this new

 matter which could be worst than before. She open up the long unopen bible on the table and

 read a few words from it and feel the calmness. Once she had closed the bible, her mind

 started to think about it and she started to feel hurt again. When she closed her eyes, all she

 could see is a man was not sincered to her and she was lied to again. She tried to text him but

 it seem Johnny started to feel bored about her.