When the seasons knocking on Part 5

At 2.23PM

                   Stelensia was on her back laying around on the bed on the floor. She can hardly feel the hunger of food as her mind was dwelling with the subtle matter that happen to her. Her mom said “ come take your breakfast downstairs”. She said “ hold on a sec, I didn’t feel hungry yet” and the time was already 2.23 PM. At last she was came downstairs to at 3 PM try to chew down the food that was prepared on the table. She feel disgusted with the food and throw it away. Her mom ask her “ why did you throw away the food into the dustbin? What’s wrong with you dear” She lied to her mom “ I had my breakfast in the morning and I am still  full”. Whats on her mind right now is “What is it actually Jack up to? Why did he kept this secret all this long?” Its so hurt that makes her remind of her past that was hardly heal yet. Now she was hardly trust to anyone. Her heart was shattered and all she could do was to pray and seek calmness from GOD. She burst into tears praying and wondering how to response to this trouble which could be worst than before. She open up the bible on the table and read to seek calmness. Once she had closed the bible, her mind started to think about it and she started to feel hurt again. When she closed her eyes, all she could see is a man was not sincere to her and she was duped again. She tried to text him but it seem Johnny started ignoring her. :'(