Well this is my third post of the day, I just feel like puoring some cup of feelings and thought on this writing. As I grown into a matured mother and wife and adult, I thought things would be oriented and in control. Well it turn out burning my days out everyday. My head would just exploding just by a little snap, those little things irritated my so well.
I used to have great patience and very hard to get angry, right after the change of life cylce; changing status and changing jobs, and living place, it shaken a lot my routines of life. I just suspected I got bipolar I, or just some severe depression episodes from time to time.
One of the kids getting to school, I always got to standby for outstation from time to time and away from the kids. I have a trouble 2 years old big emotion little baby to handle. I just hope I can have a really good rest from all the disasters of life, juggling homework and job work, as well as managing the money of the household has really makes my nerves so short and tiny. I get angry so fast.
P.S: Pray to god, go to church often, read bible, seek for healing word of god, recenter life and look for good purpose of life. mind setting, reset mind every time getting Heated up to the top of the head.
God is always love you.
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